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Aphasia 06:36
when you say sinner looks like saint I know you don’t only crack wise but echo breath I haven’t spent how are you doing that? I am mystified when you see that it’s an attack defend, embrace, it escalates be still my everlasting they misunderstand why do they misunderstand me? look, it's like this you are like a swiss army knife when words don’t work as well as I’d like decode my stares, my stuttered starts shut me up and ask, “how can I kiss you when you’re speaking in tongues?”
Talisman 03:42
I carved of him a talisman, a charm to ward off loneliness with this act mistakenly, more power did I give to him without his permission! without his permission! let me pluck a twisted rib from his tangled skeleton I would build a life of this, but mother gifts "the catalyst" without my permission! without my permission! we build our lives with stories I will keep telling this one until it stops the stinging hot flush across my skin this kicking in my stomach it will creep up and take me loosed pieces lost are catching in my throat the talisman, he spoke to me, "your every syllable is poetry" I fell upon the sword, my pen, and with each word, I fell again every gift is a curse! every gift is a curse! he drew a line, I crossed it it widened to a crack he dug a chasm from it now there's no turning back "you are a thing I've conjured! I'll turn you back to clay! return to me I'll save you from this fate"
did you guess it would be me living out your dream? casio and toasted bread anonymity instead I hear it’s nice at your house I’m glad it seems you figured it out bumblebees make you choke you know I never got the joke you never told a soul what happened at the alamo it is good to change your mind give my best to your wife


jen scaffidi: guitars, vocals
carolyn gates: drums
carson cessna: synths


released March 25, 2014

recorded, mixed, and mastered by rick spagnola at dogwater studios
vocals recorded by vincent gates at play your own music

photos by carson / layout by jen


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